List for Life

• Take a pottery course


• Take Elijah to the beach


• Own my own home


• Be debt free


• De-clutter my house


• Find my soulmate
• Fill all my photoframes


• Crochet an afghan


• Take a martial arts class


• Get my concealed weapon permit


• Get Masters degree


• Ride in a limousine


• Go to a murder mystery party


• See Bon Jovi in concert


• Be on a jury


• Own a jeep


• See The Lion King on Broadway


• Get Elijah's scrapbooks up-to-date
• Lose 30 pounds
• Clear out my closet of items I no longer can/do wear
• Get a Nikon
• Set up my aquarium
• Take some photography classes
• See The Nace Brothers Band play live again
• Visit New York
• Take Elijah to Walt Disney World
• Update my wardrobe

List will be updated as things cross my mind

Ah, the joys of motherhood...Part II

So, what could be worse than having a very sick child? I have the answer...YOU having the same dang thing while trying to take care of said child. Horrid.

Ah, the joys of motherhood

I am frustrated. I am tired. Sometimes I want to scream at the top of my lungs. Other times I just want to cry. I think the worst feeling in the world is to have your child hurting and not having the ability to take the pain away. So I pray...and pray...and pray. He has been throwing up since about 2am and has not once shed a tear. I wish I handled illness half as well as him. At our house it has been lots of hugs, lots of love and lots of movies!

Amazing love